[Ficlet] Butchery.
Tile: Butchery.
Pairing: GRi
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-14
Summary: Lee Seunghyun tells Kwon Jiyong all about Seungri.
Disclaimer: We know that I could never own them. I wish though.
A/N: Bad grammar, I guess and inconsistent idea. Feel free to write Kwon Jiyong's POV/ reaction ficlet. Honestly, I have not thought far off Seunghyun/Seungri's talk. Link it back though, if you did. I would really like to read it.
You know… There were cities just like you. Cities that defeats him with the mere mention of their names, cities that lures him! Cities that puzzles him… Cities that fills him, drains him. Cities that denies him of his existence,
You know … Nothing remains but one thing. "Love." He is in love with you. All is love, all that happened: was love. All that did not: was love.
Yet the Seungri you know, he's an ordinary kid with extraordinary details. Seungri wanted to choose his heart's last fall. That is why he stayed back in Japan. That is why he stayed in Tokyo. Since that city was just like you.
Would you ever ask him how much he loved you? Unconditional? Unreserved? Absolute maybe? Yet the Seungri you know, he's an ordinary kid with extraordinary details. Your love was his faith. Faith at times swells, at times contracts. That is why he started writing himself letters he would drop off every day to receive back… everyday.
Seungri,
You fool … The world is waiting for you and you're waiting for him. Life desires you, yet you long for him. Love loves you, and yet you love him; for the reason that he is your pain. Stop.
Seungri,
Since you've decided to forget all about him, misery invaded you. Where exactly did he inhabit you? You don't know! Everywhere aches since you've decided there was no place for him in you. Pain is not on the surface, it exists in the depth of you, at the ends of your nerves. Everything in you … grieves. Stop. Just stop.
Remember the day he was supposed to die? That day none talked about. I. Seungri. Lee Seunghyun was rejected by both. Death and life.
Hyung, I wonder why you called me Victory. I am nothing more than downfalls.
Jiyong-hyung, I know why you write. You write to slay all that/those who burden you, you execute them. How would you feel knowing I'm doing it to you? Right, you're the only one who can after all, because I wrote this to tell you all about Seungri as Lee Seunghyun, to butcher him.