Jul 21, 2009 04:39
Oh how I miss school, the learning process and actually taking part of conversations that are not with my regulars at the bar or my friends that I have.
I lack the motivation to just start again, I know it is not that difficult but I make it out to be. I almost make myself the victim when it comes to this. Bloody Hell, I need to get my grown ass up early again and enjoy the days, my daughters laughter and just the days start to the end.
things are swell, madisen is growing and growing, my family is well and things with Nikki are ever so wonderful. I now lack the career path that I dreamed of ever so much!
I need to find the crayon to color in the rest of my life being that the good part of it is already start!