I can't think of a title, man!
Hello, hello, my non-existent readers.
Firstly, I proudly present you to the fact I'm "quitting" Ulvis. No use of liking him, really, it won't lead to anything good. And after that class party I kind of got okay with the thought if he doesn't like me. It's stupid, knowing I liked him for more than a year and most of the time it was rather depressing, but it's me who has made me feel that way. And this is the time where I do good for myself by saying "Stop." But I do want to be better friends with him and get more comfortable around him. He's still interesting, little bit depressed but with a kind core, has a nice voice and hair, and has that wit in him. It won't probably work out like that since we weren't that much of friends to begin with.
Secondly, I'm lazy. Too lazy! I've got way too much clothing laying on my floor but I'm way too goddamn lazy to iron it/put it in the shelves and drawers and such. Shame on me.
Thirdly, one of the most exciting news, actually. I really wanted to go to the Art School, you know. Be a clothes designer and such, since the modeling teacher encouraged me. But, you know, nah. I won't try getting there. I'm not THAT confident about my talent and, one of most important things, I don't want to turn my hobby into a work hell. I won't be as good.
So there!
I'll continue studying in the Riga's 3rd Gymnasium and I'll be just fine. ONLY I'll have to work my ass off to understand Math, since it's once of the most important classes. But, I WILL HAVE IT LESSONS! Can you imagine that! I can't wait for Computer class! It will be starting from grade 11 though, but still!
AND. THE BEST THING ALL OF THIS. I chose class B, because it's more like an economics class and such. But I was put in A class, because there were too many people - 43 of them or something, while A class had only 8 people in it. At first I sulked, but then I heard I'll be studying the same way B class does.
And.
Our class has 33 people in it.
Girls: 9
Boys: 24
24 fucking boys! 24 OF THEM. I mean, dude! My sister, Margarita, laughed and said it's better that I have been put in class A! Haha! Our school headmaster's assistant and school's owner laughed, when I handed in the documents - "My, my, my! You girls will start becoming too proud of yourselves!" True that, I guess. xD I guess most of them will be nerds though, because class A is Physics, Mathematics and IT class. Oh well, as long as we have fun, right!
And I hope to god those 8 other girls won't be asslicking cunts. One of them I know is going already is. Euuurgh man.
By the way, one of the new guys is ginger. HE HAS NO SOUL.
But still, I'm so happy I'll continue studying there. Because when I said to Karline, "Oh, fuck the art, when I can spend the rest of my life in stiff suits" and "I won't go away, I'll stay in this school", she was SO happy! She even clapped her hands in joy in front of her comp, if what she says is true. xD But, really, god, it was like suddenly feeling how loved you are! So we'll still hang out in breaks and see each other everyday. Even Elza, who doesn't smoke, said to me, "But, remember, Linda, we'll be going yo Peža in the lunch break, you know! DEFIANTLY." I know it's all sentimental and shit, but damn, even writing now I feel really, really happy, so happy I could just drown in my tears of joy! ;___; MY FRIENDS LOVE ME AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH TOO!
Aand the last thing, I want to shave sides of my head so much. Or just cut the hair short. Something like this!
And, of course, color the hair in orange color. That would be SO awesome, really. And people would think I'm all hxc until I open my mouth though, haha! I always ruin my cold-hearted-lady image when I start talking!
Either way, you guys, I'll soon have my phone back again (I brought it to the repairing place) and I'll be going to Matīss' graduation ceremony after less than a hour. I bought him very saturated blue flowers! ;D I hope he'll like them!
Good morning,
Good evening,
Good bye.
Firstly, I proudly present you to the fact I'm "quitting" Ulvis. No use of liking him, really, it won't lead to anything good. And after that class party I kind of got okay with the thought if he doesn't like me. It's stupid, knowing I liked him for more than a year and most of the time it was rather depressing, but it's me who has made me feel that way. And this is the time where I do good for myself by saying "Stop." But I do want to be better friends with him and get more comfortable around him. He's still interesting, little bit depressed but with a kind core, has a nice voice and hair, and has that wit in him. It won't probably work out like that since we weren't that much of friends to begin with.
Secondly, I'm lazy. Too lazy! I've got way too much clothing laying on my floor but I'm way too goddamn lazy to iron it/put it in the shelves and drawers and such. Shame on me.
Thirdly, one of the most exciting news, actually. I really wanted to go to the Art School, you know. Be a clothes designer and such, since the modeling teacher encouraged me. But, you know, nah. I won't try getting there. I'm not THAT confident about my talent and, one of most important things, I don't want to turn my hobby into a work hell. I won't be as good.
So there!
I'll continue studying in the Riga's 3rd Gymnasium and I'll be just fine. ONLY I'll have to work my ass off to understand Math, since it's once of the most important classes. But, I WILL HAVE IT LESSONS! Can you imagine that! I can't wait for Computer class! It will be starting from grade 11 though, but still!
AND. THE BEST THING ALL OF THIS. I chose class B, because it's more like an economics class and such. But I was put in A class, because there were too many people - 43 of them or something, while A class had only 8 people in it. At first I sulked, but then I heard I'll be studying the same way B class does.
And.
Our class has 33 people in it.
Girls: 9
Boys: 24
24 fucking boys! 24 OF THEM. I mean, dude! My sister, Margarita, laughed and said it's better that I have been put in class A! Haha! Our school headmaster's assistant and school's owner laughed, when I handed in the documents - "My, my, my! You girls will start becoming too proud of yourselves!" True that, I guess. xD I guess most of them will be nerds though, because class A is Physics, Mathematics and IT class. Oh well, as long as we have fun, right!
And I hope to god those 8 other girls won't be asslicking cunts. One of them I know is going already is. Euuurgh man.
By the way, one of the new guys is ginger. HE HAS NO SOUL.
But still, I'm so happy I'll continue studying there. Because when I said to Karline, "Oh, fuck the art, when I can spend the rest of my life in stiff suits" and "I won't go away, I'll stay in this school", she was SO happy! She even clapped her hands in joy in front of her comp, if what she says is true. xD But, really, god, it was like suddenly feeling how loved you are! So we'll still hang out in breaks and see each other everyday. Even Elza, who doesn't smoke, said to me, "But, remember, Linda, we'll be going yo Peža in the lunch break, you know! DEFIANTLY." I know it's all sentimental and shit, but damn, even writing now I feel really, really happy, so happy I could just drown in my tears of joy! ;___; MY FRIENDS LOVE ME AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH TOO!
Aand the last thing, I want to shave sides of my head so much. Or just cut the hair short. Something like this!
And, of course, color the hair in orange color. That would be SO awesome, really. And people would think I'm all hxc until I open my mouth though, haha! I always ruin my cold-hearted-lady image when I start talking!
Either way, you guys, I'll soon have my phone back again (I brought it to the repairing place) and I'll be going to Matīss' graduation ceremony after less than a hour. I bought him very saturated blue flowers! ;D I hope he'll like them!
Good morning,
Good evening,
Good bye.