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I don't like this.
I think I am so intrigued (not to say obsessed because I don't know that I am) by olden day fashion and decor and to an extent lifestyle (though mostly only certain aspects) because I want my fairytale, my acted out, my happy life. I want to escape this world as it is these days, and granted it's nice to have rights and choices and such and I don't think that should be taken away, but people are truly very irresponsible in choices. (not that they weren't before, but still) We depleat resources constantly as well as relationships, trust, faith, happiness, good values, our potential, time, well i think you have the picture. Nothing is definite, if you're in a relationship what's to say it will last, people change their damn minds in a second, if you once were in a relationship what's to say you aren't still again minds change and people are consistently unsertain, unclear, and might I say often very bad at commitments. A way to face a commitment is too say well I could get out of it if I ever had to. People do make up excuses to face commitments if they even make any, but what kind of a commitment is one you can get out of? People look for flaws in others to make sure they can stand being around someone for any length of time, but why not look for the good so you could stay for any length of time? I guarantee things are a lot better when you focus on the good, you can see the imperfect characteristics of people and maybe work on that with them or learn to accept or look past it, however you want to approach it really, but focusing on what you love about other people is so much easier than focusing on what you hate. Maybe more work to do, but less work along the line, more stress goes into disagreements than should and more health depleated because of little things than need be.
I'm stopping myself here, I don't want to know what else I have to say at this time. In truth I am happy enough, in truth I do some of these things I say aren't the best to do, and in truth I'm working on it and getting better about it. I would like a "second life" at times, but really I just want time to relax more no matter what life or where, I just want to go walk through an area unobstructed by city sounds, lights, buildings etc. and relax.
Oh my.. picnic anyone?
I think I am so intrigued (not to say obsessed because I don't know that I am) by olden day fashion and decor and to an extent lifestyle (though mostly only certain aspects) because I want my fairytale, my acted out, my happy life. I want to escape this world as it is these days, and granted it's nice to have rights and choices and such and I don't think that should be taken away, but people are truly very irresponsible in choices. (not that they weren't before, but still) We depleat resources constantly as well as relationships, trust, faith, happiness, good values, our potential, time, well i think you have the picture. Nothing is definite, if you're in a relationship what's to say it will last, people change their damn minds in a second, if you once were in a relationship what's to say you aren't still again minds change and people are consistently unsertain, unclear, and might I say often very bad at commitments. A way to face a commitment is too say well I could get out of it if I ever had to. People do make up excuses to face commitments if they even make any, but what kind of a commitment is one you can get out of? People look for flaws in others to make sure they can stand being around someone for any length of time, but why not look for the good so you could stay for any length of time? I guarantee things are a lot better when you focus on the good, you can see the imperfect characteristics of people and maybe work on that with them or learn to accept or look past it, however you want to approach it really, but focusing on what you love about other people is so much easier than focusing on what you hate. Maybe more work to do, but less work along the line, more stress goes into disagreements than should and more health depleated because of little things than need be.
I'm stopping myself here, I don't want to know what else I have to say at this time. In truth I am happy enough, in truth I do some of these things I say aren't the best to do, and in truth I'm working on it and getting better about it. I would like a "second life" at times, but really I just want time to relax more no matter what life or where, I just want to go walk through an area unobstructed by city sounds, lights, buildings etc. and relax.
Oh my.. picnic anyone?