nothing to do
hey, its been a whole 12 days since i have updated, and that is simply because i love to work and i love to make money, i worked every single day for the past 2 weeks and i have just not had any time to do anything else, But it did pay off cause now i have money and i can do whatever i want. Ive been thinking a lot about my friends and who i hang out with. Ive been changing recently like with who i really am, not what i believe in or anything like that. Im working on just being myself and im so much happier and im not hanging out w/ people and getting mad at them cause i think they are stupid. I have met a lot of new people and i like being around them more anyways cause they dont always talk about the same crap over and over again like all my other friends do. If you are my friend and you are reading this it most likely does not apply to you so dont be offended. I Love music just as much as the next metal scene kid but i dont wanna make it what i constantly think about. and thats what i see in most people that i used to hang out with. Im just sick of people not being themselves and im not gonna be like that and i decide to be around people that are like that weather i like it or not i will end up being like them. So im not going to like seclude myself from all of my friends but im going to just not be around them nearly as much. Im just hoping all of that sometime soon my friends will realize that they what they do is pointless, im not saying that im better than any of them, i love them all but ive been there before right where i see my friends now and i realized it was dumb and stupid so i quit. I saw one of my friends the other day and it reminded me of myself a year ago and i want to tell him but i know that he wouldnt listen, im just going to let him grow out of it basically like i did.