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ok, so on the 9th i went to my moms and got a sweet haircut/style. its brown/red/blonde...think kelly clarkson from her 1st cd....anyways, that happened, but all day i was having trouble taking a full breathe and having a tightening feeling in my chest, so i was like, wtf....anyways, the next day i went to work, came home and still felt like i couldnt breathe. I went to the ER and got a chest xray and a breathing treatment and nothing is found, so today i followed up with my PCP (primary care for those not in insurance) and she told me i have a heart murmer "but you already knew that right"...uh NO! i did not know i had a murmur! ugh. well, i guess its common, but really how common is a murmur?! and i got an EKG and i have to go back and get a heart ultrasound, they think i have something called MVP something valve prologe or something. Basically my heart is fucked. its not deadly but it still sucks. its either that or i could have a thyroid problem or something.... i dont know....so needless to say, i have a heart condition....and i still cant breathe. even after the hospital, they prescribed me a inhaler, nasacourt and cough syrup, which my cough syrup is pineapple flavored codeine....which makes me feel weird. ive never taken a narcotic. none of this medicine is helping and i paid $60 for it!!! i am sooooooooo broke, with all my co-pays and shit thats been happening to me, and if it doesnt go away by tomorrow night i have to go back to the damn ER and THEN ill probably be admitted and shit. ugh. TGFHI =thank god for health insurance. needless to say, i was very scared cuz i couldnt breathe....the end.