3 days before I lose radio silence.
I was so stressed out today. I have run the numbers on the place....
http://www.mikelannen.com/
And figure that I can hold orbit finacially for about 30 days before it deays. Which scares me more than you can know.
TJ's wedding is on the same day that i should be moving.
I Havent figured out a scam that will get the gas hookups for the apartment. (I owe a LOT of past money to the company)
The Courier gig is getting a bit more expensive, due to gas prices, which all of the drivers are responsible for.
And to top it, mattie kept bugging me about doing the show tonight while I was working today. at the time, it seemed overwheming, and i have told him that I dont want to do it anymore, cuz its really a drain on me, that I dont see a return on. Add to that that I am really trying to stop or reduce my intake of booze.
at 510, while I was driving home, he called again. I was tired, and really disinterested. he said he would pick me up regardless.
Well... now I am watching 7th heaven right now, so I will finish this post later..
stech
http://www.mikelannen.com/
And figure that I can hold orbit finacially for about 30 days before it deays. Which scares me more than you can know.
TJ's wedding is on the same day that i should be moving.
I Havent figured out a scam that will get the gas hookups for the apartment. (I owe a LOT of past money to the company)
The Courier gig is getting a bit more expensive, due to gas prices, which all of the drivers are responsible for.
And to top it, mattie kept bugging me about doing the show tonight while I was working today. at the time, it seemed overwheming, and i have told him that I dont want to do it anymore, cuz its really a drain on me, that I dont see a return on. Add to that that I am really trying to stop or reduce my intake of booze.
at 510, while I was driving home, he called again. I was tired, and really disinterested. he said he would pick me up regardless.
Well... now I am watching 7th heaven right now, so I will finish this post later..
stech