This is what happens when I listen to too much Jimmy Eat World, AAF and U2

[istanbulkizi34]

Have you ever felt as though you were missing your heart...
and wondered where it might have run off to?

But how do miss something that's lied to you so many times?
How do you come to trust something that's let you down time and time again?
Why do you miss something that you can't believe in?

I fall for the same trick everytime,
once a fool always a fool they say.

And I hate you for everything you've said, for every promise you made, for each time I believed you, for each time I LIED,for each time you faked emotions.
I hate you...but I hate myself more.

I fed my self lies.
Made my self believe in something that wasn't there.

I didn't feel my heart tug.
I don't know when I last felt it.

Your lies they took my pain away
but now, I'm missing my heart.

Give me back what doesn't belong to you.

(Not to anyone in particular...I just felt like writing it.)

Broken hearts are funny things. You'll risk everything to obtain them, give anything to be rid of them, and will do your best to deny that you have one.

--V.B.