Feb 22, 2005 10:43
yea. i wasnt just feeling regretful for no reason this time. fuck.
i hate that i thought i could have something really awesome happen to me and keep it for a long time.
i hate that i moved so fast and thats probably where we went wrong.
i think i subconciously knew it was coming. i just didnt want to admit it.
even my mom cried.
i cant breathe.