Sep 02, 2006 03:02
"It's only in my head. She said, I know. It's only in my head."
If I could sing, I'd do it all day. I may even stop talking all together. That'd be something else; living life like it's some sort of musical. I wonder how many people would start to hate me? Who cares.
I'm a complete contradiction. I'm not sure how y'all put with me. I know how I do it; I have no other choice, haha.
I haven't really been on this site in a while. I feel it's not worth it; then I feel it's worth it.
Change is inevitable. There's not a damn thing you can do about it. I realized this at a young age, and accepted it a little while later. But sometimes I can't help but miss some things. Somethings just seem to weigh heavier on the soul more than others.
I'm not even sure what I want to say. I had something to say the other night, but I had no internet to say it on. Now that I can say it, I forgot what it was I wanted to say. That's a bitch.
Is it possible to think too much? Someone once told me I think too much about things. I scoffed at the time, but now I wonder. I read somewhere that you can't think about everything; that sometimes you just have to listen to your heart. I don't listen to my heart enough. I feel it's cost me somethings.
I'd like to get personal, and get right down to my deep thoughts and fears. But, to tell you the truth, I couldn't do it even if I tried; it's not in my nature.
What superpower would you have if you could get one? Just one, mind you. I'd either go with the ability to freeze time, or invulnerability. Those would be fun.
I think I'm done.