Jun 25, 2006 04:13
I've been sick this past week; since about last sunday. It's actually been a week now. I'm feeling much better now, but I still cough and my throat is still sort of sore and scratchy. It freaking blows. But at least I'm not puking anymore; that's the freaking wrose, right there.
I've also been doing some serious soul-seraching as of late. And I must admit, I didn't like what I found, mainly, as usual. Don't get me wrong, now; I like some of it, just not all of it. I was born a pessimist so I tend to focus more on the negative than the positive. So sue me.
I've learned I can be pretty selfish at times, and I don't like it. You peer inside of the mirror and you don't like what you see there. I also learned I'm frightened of things I really shouldnt be frightened of.
Would anyone read a story of a girl who wears a mulititude of masks and is forced to prostitute and demean herself for a guardian?
Reading should be a legal obligation.
My dad was diagnosed with an ulcer, and has been home for the past two weeks. He got realsed Friday and will be returning to work on Monday. Thank God. My father drives me absolutely crazy.
"It's a surprise you haven't caught on"
Is it strange to discuss and disect little aspects of books? I certaintly hope not. Not that it would stop me or anything; I love it.
It's been a fortnight since I've done this. Okay, it's actually been much longer. I'm not sure I know what to do anymore.
My new favourite show: Curb Your Enthusiasm. Awesome show.
I guess I'm out. I might try to do this more often again. I forgot how much writing things down can help clear the thoughts.
"I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazeless stare and all the millions here
We must have died alone, a long long time ago "