"Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead "
i haven't updated in a bit. the reason? there's nothing going on in my life. nothing of interests, at least.
i haven't even really been to this site much in the past few months. but i came back..saw a comment to update..so ta-dah!
i don't have anything to say though..so here's some crap i messed around with. i might update more when i actually have something to say.
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"i stepped in without looking.
trapping myself like a great beast
a i'm all too familiar with. made of the things i hide away
a product of repetition. wind me up to start a new
i see no escape. the bars loom over, ever watching
should have seen the signs, read the words before leaping
precautions serve me well when properly used and executed"
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"the well stands before me, cold and unmoving
it's dark inside, it seems abyssal
but there is a faint glimmer towards the bottom
a small glint like early morning winter sun
i reach in to see if i could touch it
feel it. possibly grasp it and hold it as my own
i slowly sink in and drop like a stone
the water is rushing in, choking the very life out of me
it's eroding and washing away the desire to care
drowning me in a cold embrace. it's comforting
soothing as a lover's touch. i smile despite my situation
the light is almost within my grasp. it's grown brilliant and radiant
it's bathing me in beautiful hope."
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"my pyre will follow my dirge
no death of the body, but of the heart, complete is my purge
no amount of lamenation can mask my seclusion
it all leads me down the path of my damnation and confusion
still now mind, think not of your troubles and woes
i will sing you a lullaby to feed your delusion
as i bask in my darkest hour, fed only by regret
void of past dreams, my hopes will lie betwixt the stones and leaves"
i haven't even really been to this site much in the past few months. but i came back..saw a comment to update..so ta-dah!
i don't have anything to say though..so here's some crap i messed around with. i might update more when i actually have something to say.
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"i stepped in without looking.
trapping myself like a great beast
a i'm all too familiar with. made of the things i hide away
a product of repetition. wind me up to start a new
i see no escape. the bars loom over, ever watching
should have seen the signs, read the words before leaping
precautions serve me well when properly used and executed"
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"the well stands before me, cold and unmoving
it's dark inside, it seems abyssal
but there is a faint glimmer towards the bottom
a small glint like early morning winter sun
i reach in to see if i could touch it
feel it. possibly grasp it and hold it as my own
i slowly sink in and drop like a stone
the water is rushing in, choking the very life out of me
it's eroding and washing away the desire to care
drowning me in a cold embrace. it's comforting
soothing as a lover's touch. i smile despite my situation
the light is almost within my grasp. it's grown brilliant and radiant
it's bathing me in beautiful hope."
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"my pyre will follow my dirge
no death of the body, but of the heart, complete is my purge
no amount of lamenation can mask my seclusion
it all leads me down the path of my damnation and confusion
still now mind, think not of your troubles and woes
i will sing you a lullaby to feed your delusion
as i bask in my darkest hour, fed only by regret
void of past dreams, my hopes will lie betwixt the stones and leaves"