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[isshoniyume]

[extremely private - as private as he can make it. Which means it's still hackable by some geniuses]

He's back. Of course I was expecting it at some time. I also thought I would be prepared, in case he had forgotten his time here. Of course I wasn't. It hurts...so much. But maybe it's better like this. No, it is better this way. It's best he doesn

Comments

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

[Little brother is stalking you, Subaru...]

... Subaru...

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

[and he just looks away, staring at the river]

It's alright. Just...forget about it.

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

... does it have anything to do with 'him'?

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

He...doesn't remember before...

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

[He is tempted to celebrate... but that would probably break Subaru's heart more so here's a hug instead]

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

[he rests his head on his shoulder with a sigh]

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

[holds him tightly]

I'm here and I'll always remember you.

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

[he can only nod, a pressure welling in his chest, his eyes filling with tears that he refuses to let fall. He was tired of crying, tired of being weak all the time]

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

Cry if you need to. Let it all out.

You are not alone. Never... alone.

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

[he just shakes his head, tightning his hold on him]

It's okay...I'm always burdening you...

I want to get over this. I have to.

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

[rubs his back] Take as long as you need.

Re: [Action]

[isshoniyume]

[he just lets out a shuddering sigh, glad that Kamui is always with him whenever he needs]

[Action]

[eiennimamoritai]

[And hugs him tight. You just know he can hold Subaru like that for a eternity if Subaru wishes to do so.]