School Year's near end
wow, just one more year, huh?
has it been that long since i took that first step into my elementry school and made my first friends?
so many people have come and gone. So many have changed.
i try to memorize random certain moments in time in hopes that one day ill have something to look back on from my youth. Today it was simply a moment in my math class. Nothing special, but it was something i guess.
Im kinda stressed about the end of the year, too.
trying to decide what i want to be, what college i wanna go to, AP tests, ACTs, the ending of the track season, ending of greek school, finals... theres just so much piling up right now.
Honestly i just want to go to work some days and forget everything. I know its not a good idea because i know i wont stay there forever, but sometimes i just need something to stay constant. If i keep the same job for the rest of my life, i guess thats one thing.
is this what you were feeling dave?
Its funny, back to my math class. It took me about 20 minutes into the period to realize that somebody had written "God Hates Alex" in pencil on the desk i was sitting at, which really gave me chills. I know (or hope) it wasnt meant for me, but 1) why would anybody write that in the first place, and 2) what are the odds that it was on the same desk i sit at? Who else is named alex and why would god hate them?
i took it as a sign. I dunno how to interpret it yet, but all i could think about when i saw it was 'no he doesnt. he cant. and if he does, then i love him anyway.'
talk about being brainwashed somewhere on the inside. or is it even brainwashing?
other than that, i have a fascination with taking pictures.
has it been that long since i took that first step into my elementry school and made my first friends?
so many people have come and gone. So many have changed.
i try to memorize random certain moments in time in hopes that one day ill have something to look back on from my youth. Today it was simply a moment in my math class. Nothing special, but it was something i guess.
Im kinda stressed about the end of the year, too.
trying to decide what i want to be, what college i wanna go to, AP tests, ACTs, the ending of the track season, ending of greek school, finals... theres just so much piling up right now.
Honestly i just want to go to work some days and forget everything. I know its not a good idea because i know i wont stay there forever, but sometimes i just need something to stay constant. If i keep the same job for the rest of my life, i guess thats one thing.
is this what you were feeling dave?
Its funny, back to my math class. It took me about 20 minutes into the period to realize that somebody had written "God Hates Alex" in pencil on the desk i was sitting at, which really gave me chills. I know (or hope) it wasnt meant for me, but 1) why would anybody write that in the first place, and 2) what are the odds that it was on the same desk i sit at? Who else is named alex and why would god hate them?
i took it as a sign. I dunno how to interpret it yet, but all i could think about when i saw it was 'no he doesnt. he cant. and if he does, then i love him anyway.'
talk about being brainwashed somewhere on the inside. or is it even brainwashing?
other than that, i have a fascination with taking pictures.