sorry that this is the first post since May...
I know, I haven't posted since we moved, and that's terrible. A lot has happened - a lot of good things, and a lot of bad things, and just, I don't know, a lot of things.
But I'm so depressed right now. Just. . . I don't know, the kind of bone-deep weariness where I think that maybe I've never been happy, and maybe life really is an exercise in mediocrity. And maybe it won't really ever change. Am I just fooling myself?
I don't know. I don't know what to do anymore. Except just hang on, I guess.
But I'm so depressed right now. Just. . . I don't know, the kind of bone-deep weariness where I think that maybe I've never been happy, and maybe life really is an exercise in mediocrity. And maybe it won't really ever change. Am I just fooling myself?
I don't know. I don't know what to do anymore. Except just hang on, I guess.