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So I now it's been a fuck of a long time, but I just got the urge to post something.
Lately has been tough with a lot of things going on. Jen and I hit a rough patch, but are working on it and it seems to be going well. We are all moving out, with Angie getting her own place and that scares me, she's my best friend and my broh and I have gotten used to her coming home late at night, or getting up late and wondering around in her footie pjs, hanging out with me and making catfish. I don't want to lose that.
School is going okay- I dropped it down from 4 classes to 3 classes, so maybe I won't feel completely defeated when finals come around. It's working well so far- I have a year left of school.
Work is going well, I love where I work and with whom I do work. My best friend there, Regina, is going to be moving to Germany soon, so I will missing her presence as well as her giving me a ride to work everyday. That and Danielle, my awesome direct partner at work is trying to move up and be a driver, so I might be losing her after the new year. Fuck.
I feel like I have been horrible to my family lately, I owe Grandma Rule and Mz. Rhonda a letter each - both of which are very late. And I never thanked my Grandpa for the $1,300 he dropped me for a laptop. I want to thank him, but now it's been so longer I don't want to mention it because it's been so long. But at the same time I know that's stupid and I should just thank the man.
The gender thing has been asleep for a couple weeks, which I appreciate. This cycle's low point was one of the worst, I need to get ahold of Max to talk about therepy and just to talk with Max, my genderdevient mentor.
Angie and I just performed in a drag show, it went off really well, I made a small flub but don't really care (and that's a big deal for me). We are thinking of the show as a warm-up, we plan on taking this bigger places. I don't know if it will happen, Angie and I talk a lot of cloud talk, making awesome plans that just don't happen.
Jen and I are going to officially move in together-just us. I want this to work so badly, I and I know she does too, but I am getting scared of what challenges may come up when this happens. I can really see a future with this girl where we are both much more wrinkles than we are now.
Overall, at the moment, for the past few moments, I been feeling very mediocre. Very not special. Meh. Ah well.
Life goes on.
Lately has been tough with a lot of things going on. Jen and I hit a rough patch, but are working on it and it seems to be going well. We are all moving out, with Angie getting her own place and that scares me, she's my best friend and my broh and I have gotten used to her coming home late at night, or getting up late and wondering around in her footie pjs, hanging out with me and making catfish. I don't want to lose that.
School is going okay- I dropped it down from 4 classes to 3 classes, so maybe I won't feel completely defeated when finals come around. It's working well so far- I have a year left of school.
Work is going well, I love where I work and with whom I do work. My best friend there, Regina, is going to be moving to Germany soon, so I will missing her presence as well as her giving me a ride to work everyday. That and Danielle, my awesome direct partner at work is trying to move up and be a driver, so I might be losing her after the new year. Fuck.
I feel like I have been horrible to my family lately, I owe Grandma Rule and Mz. Rhonda a letter each - both of which are very late. And I never thanked my Grandpa for the $1,300 he dropped me for a laptop. I want to thank him, but now it's been so longer I don't want to mention it because it's been so long. But at the same time I know that's stupid and I should just thank the man.
The gender thing has been asleep for a couple weeks, which I appreciate. This cycle's low point was one of the worst, I need to get ahold of Max to talk about therepy and just to talk with Max, my genderdevient mentor.
Angie and I just performed in a drag show, it went off really well, I made a small flub but don't really care (and that's a big deal for me). We are thinking of the show as a warm-up, we plan on taking this bigger places. I don't know if it will happen, Angie and I talk a lot of cloud talk, making awesome plans that just don't happen.
Jen and I are going to officially move in together-just us. I want this to work so badly, I and I know she does too, but I am getting scared of what challenges may come up when this happens. I can really see a future with this girl where we are both much more wrinkles than we are now.
Overall, at the moment, for the past few moments, I been feeling very mediocre. Very not special. Meh. Ah well.
Life goes on.