Wow, what a time....
...this is. I am staying at my parent's house, I have an interview next week for a job. This is all unreal. I just can't believe Jonathan is leaving me. I really can't. It makes me very sad to think of the whole idea of that. Well, I can either stick my head underground and pretend it's not happening or I can make a better life for myself and deal with it. I'm choosing to deal with it.