The 'shindig' i guess
ok, the little get together thing today was LOADS of fun.*stelth Bear!*
justin and jessi were the most adorable thing ever. at first they were all like avoiding eye contact and whatnot. but then justin discovered jessi's ticklish feet and they were just so cute. them sitting on the couch. jessi's head on his lap. it was just about the adorablest thing i ever saw. it depressed me.
i've been fighting for thos 2 to get back together for a long long time now. and now that they are, i'm so happy for them you have no idea. but i'm jealous out of my mind.
It completely sunk in today after the party, that there is no guy that likes me. none. out of all the guys i know. not one of them likes me. jessi's so lucky. i'm happy it all worked out for her.
i asked justin if there was some friend he had that would be my type that he could hook me up with. turns out i'm too mormon for them all. since when is being good a bad thing??? well i guess its not, it just aint working too much to my advantage now.
i thot i was over chris. infact i think i might be. but since i'm not obsessing over chris, and obsessing over Mark Gordon is hopeless (considering hes got MILLIONS of girls drooling over him.. chance of melissa=zero) i dont know what to do anymore. my obsessiveness/stalkerishness is pointless. neither of them like me. there needs to be more guys like justin, jessi. only ones that like me.
justin and jessi were the most adorable thing ever. at first they were all like avoiding eye contact and whatnot. but then justin discovered jessi's ticklish feet and they were just so cute. them sitting on the couch. jessi's head on his lap. it was just about the adorablest thing i ever saw. it depressed me.
i've been fighting for thos 2 to get back together for a long long time now. and now that they are, i'm so happy for them you have no idea. but i'm jealous out of my mind.
It completely sunk in today after the party, that there is no guy that likes me. none. out of all the guys i know. not one of them likes me. jessi's so lucky. i'm happy it all worked out for her.
i asked justin if there was some friend he had that would be my type that he could hook me up with. turns out i'm too mormon for them all. since when is being good a bad thing??? well i guess its not, it just aint working too much to my advantage now.
i thot i was over chris. infact i think i might be. but since i'm not obsessing over chris, and obsessing over Mark Gordon is hopeless (considering hes got MILLIONS of girls drooling over him.. chance of melissa=zero) i dont know what to do anymore. my obsessiveness/stalkerishness is pointless. neither of them like me. there needs to be more guys like justin, jessi. only ones that like me.