May 21, 2005 23:00
Another Saturday night and I ain't got nobody, I got some money cause I just got paid, Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to... I'm in an awful place.
Actually I don't feel that way at all. I'm glad my friends and I are making time for each other. Even though we have gone on our own paths we can still pick up right where we left off. So on Friday I went out to dinner with the Bergeron's. I love them so much. And tonight after I got off of work Alex, Kristin, and I went to see Kingdom of Heaven. Great movie, a little long, but really good.
So I've come to realize that we don't have to put on acts anymore. You don't have to be nice to anyone who you don't want to. There is no rule and guilt to always obey and conform. Be who you are. It's not a bad thing to speak out against the norm. You don't have to follow the rules. I'm trying to stop letting people walk all over me and start taking a true stand in life. As should all of you. The petty things that we constantly fight and argue about are useless. Can't we look at the big picture? Start seeing life through reality and not how we want it to be. I don't know what got we on that tangent, but anyway.
So hopefully I'm going to hand out with Nicole before she leaves for corp. And chill with Sara and hopefully Sandi again nest week. Call if you want to hang out because I learned that the phone works two ways and you shouldn't always have to be the one to make the effort. Take that into consideration would you? Always I tired and I have to go to my dreadful job tomorrow. Shoot me in the face.
Good night!