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Pairing: J2
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blindfold_spn Prompt: Jensen's never been with a man, never entered his mind till he met Jared. He knows Jared's interested, but he just can't bring himself to give it up. After all he's a MAN not some little girl.
Word Count: ~2,500
Jensen has never been with a guy. He just was never interested prior to meeting this behemoth of the person that is Jared Padalecki. Jared’s got at least three inches on him if not more and he also has about thirty to forty pounds on him too.
There is just something about that which makes Jensen feel really hot and makes his pants tight to where he often has to adjust himself when they share close scenes. Jared is also a handsy little fucker too which only winds up exasperating Jensen’s problem. Jensen has a list of kinks but exhibitionism isn’t one of them.
Jensen is all man and if that isn’t clear he has never bottomed because he has never wanted to. He eats his red meat, drinks his budlight bear and plays touch football with the rest of his Texan friends when he is no filming. This makes Jensen wanting to get fucked by his bestfriend cum cast mate, a complete anomaly.
Their relationship is easy, they work like a well-oiled machine and even understand each other in all the things that they don’t say. If their sex is anything like their conversations or chemistry when they finally go at it Jensen’s convinced that it’s going to rock. This makes it that much harder to deny Jared when they are flat on their back in a bed and are dry humping like it’s the last thing they will ever do.
Jared tells him that he is going to make him feel so good and when he whispers it low and gravel like in the shell of his ear he believes the mother fucker. Jared is full of sinful promises and makes bottoming sound like it’s the ultimate sexual experience. And when he listens to Jared through their sloppy open mouthed kisses he wants. He wants hard and bad and like it’s burning him from the inside out. But he still clams up like a clam every time Jared even approaches the ring of his asshole and that kills the mood like a fire alarm.
Part of the reason why Jensen is so hesitant is because he knows what he is dealing with. He has gotten up close and personal glimpses of Jared’s equipment and it’s fucking impressive. Not at all far from some of the biggest he has seen in his extensive porn collection. Jensen has a hard time putting it in his mouth. Enough said. If you need the cliff notes version, Jared’s got a fucking anaconda in his trousers and that’s one of the things that makes Jensen want to put a protective boarder around his ass area because Jared could plow him open. And as much as this may sound like a chick moment he is scared that he won’t quite recover from it. He knows he will likely be feeling the cool breeze between his legs for quite some time and well he wants all of himself intact after Jared or A.J as Jensen has termed it.
So after Jared and him stop necking and pull away from each other and make their aborted good byes Jensen gets drunk with a few knock backs of gin. This only serves to make him even more horny and he caps his night off by imagining what it would be like to ride Jared’s huge fucking cock. He comes harder than he ever has before which is enough affirmation for Jensen to get his shit together and man up.
He isn’t completely helpless and even though he is kind of nervous about the bigfuckingcock. He has ways of dealing with it.
Jensen admits that he is a control freak and his special breed of control freaking comes from the depths of hell. So launches out a fully committed campaign and he does his ‘research’ unbeknownst to Jared who keeps making eyes at him and emitting his want which further drives Jensen crazy in a sexy way. He knows all the theory and mechanical know how and obviously he’s seen the porn. But making what he scenes on screen and applying it to real life still takes quite a bit of work. Especially since he told Jared that he was interested in moving forward on the sex front during a brief break in filming and he is going to stand by that. Jensen is not a tease; he is going to come through on this.
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He starts small he buys mini plugs and bullet dildos and works his way up it takes a while. His ass is nowhere near used to this and boy does it protest when Jensen starts taking the bigger five’s and six inchers up there but it’s worth it when two weeks later and a boat load of lube used he feels confident enough to take Jared’s monster.
When he gets to Jared’s it’s no different from every other time they’ve hung out. There’s pizza, beer and a game on and it’s comfortable but underneath it all his skin is vibrating. He wants it to happen. Yesterday. He makes his way through the game barely. His roomy shorts don’t feel as roomy anymore and his is painfully hard. As Jared and him start cleaning up the left over pizza boxes and empty beer bottles he figures it’s now or never, time to pay the check and other colloquialisms like that.
Jensen levels Jared with a sultry stare and smirk as he tells Jared "I know you want to fuck me.....you can, I want you to."
Jared’s eyes light up his eyes become more like a wolfs then his typical puppish gaze and he is trying not to make it look like he is the dog that just snatched the primmest meat in the market. However Jensen’s a barter and he isn’t going to make it easy on him. Jared wouldn’t want that anyway, this is going to make it that much sweeter for both of them. Jensen already did all of the prep work for Jared. He is going to be damned if he puts himself on a plate for him too.
Jensen makes his terms brisk and clear to make Jared understand.
"Here's the thing Jare. You're going to have to force me. I’m going to fight you tooth and nail to stop you. I can't just give it up. I’m not like those girls you hit on at the bar’s man. I’m not going to coo over you and tell you to fuck me real hard. You’re going to have to earn it. I'm going to resist you. I'll struggle, I'll yell, I won't submit. You’ve already got the advantage. My ass is lubed and I’ve been practicing all week and I can take you. You're big enough and strong enough to hold me down and make me take it. You won't even need to hurt me you’ve got that much muscle on me. But it won't be easy, I'll fight you all the way. Put those Conan muscles to good use and don't let me go until you've fucked me!"
Jensen’s adrenaline is spiking all over the pace. He’s flushed with blood and his instincts are screaming fight or flight in his preparation with his tangle with Jared.
Jared looks at him and smiles at him. He nods a respectful look over to Jensen and it lets him know that Jared has gotten the message and that he is more than willing to take him up on his challenge.
Jared pulls off his shirt and gives Jensen a perfect view of his six pack and the muscles in his biceps, fore arms and chest. His shirt gives way to dark dusty nipples that are dark and standing at attention. Jared gets rid of his shoes as well until he is standing bare chested and foot in the living room area. His greenish-hazel eyes glowing with arousal, mirth and sensuality.
‘You should make yourself more comfortable Jen. I know you’ve been thinking about this for awhile. I’m going to give you your dream. Only right for the first time.’ Jared says as he flashes his white teeth at him.
Jensen takes off his shoes and socks and takes off his shirt too. The only thing on him is the loose fitted basketball shorts that.
They both look ready to spar. Both crouching low and with their hands reached out to their sides.
Jared makes the first move reaching for Jensen’s core and Jensen back hands it away and moves off to the side to create greater distance. Then it’s Jensen’s turn to take a swing and he misses as a he tries to hit Jared in the chest. Jared takes a hold of his arm and pushes him down to the floor.
They begin a tumble and flurry of motions both taking hits to their stomachs, chests, arms and legs. They both seem more turned on than ever and the hot breath of one another panting in an imitation of what they will soon be doing just takes everything a notch further. Fuck.
Jared gets him into a head lock and uses those long legs of his to seize him up in a cradle and Jensen’s pushing his muscles to the limit trying to break out but Jared as he knew is fucking strong and it’s like trying to push a boulder with no leverage.
‘Gonna say uncle?’ Jared asks and licks the side of his face and bites hard and brief on his lips bruising them so good.
That’s so unfair. He is cheating. Jensen must have said that out loud because Jared just grins and takes an arm and slaps his belly telling him those rules don’t apply in foreplay. Jensen tries to get out and it’s futile and stubborn but he isn’t letting Jared win that easy.
He manages to break out with and his muscles are protesting any other movement and he makes a token attempt to roll away from Jared but Jared pulls him back with his huge tree trunk arms and pushes him down on his back again.
‘Bully’ Jensen pushes him back and it’s weak because he is spent, sexually frustrated strike that horny as fuck and he doesn’t really want to fight anymore.
‘I’m no bully Jen, jus wanna make ya feel guud.’ Jared’s Texan leaks out and it’s just makes things hotter.
Jared yanks off Jensen’s shorts and cups his balls making Jensen groan.
‘I’m going to make sure that yelling thing applies to the sex too.’ Jared tells him and Jensen’s okay with that. He likes being vocal in bed.
Jared massages his balls and it feels fucking good. So good. Jared pushes a finger inside of him and it goes in slick, easy and quick with a squelchy popping sound and that makes Jared rut on him harder. ‘Fuck you really did prepare Jen. That’s hot as fuck.’
‘Needed to you Sasquatch. It was either that or be permanently maimed for the rest of my life.’
‘You have a quip for everything Ackles. I’m going to enjoy making you speak in tongs for a while.’
‘You all talk Padalecki.’ Jensen counters as he hears Jared unbuckling his belt and unzipping himself.
‘I’ll show you talk. Let’s see how your preparation stacks up eh?’
Jensen feels the head. It’s soft and warm and it nudges slowly inside of him. The first breach in Jensen’s experience (which consists of plastic toys) is the one he still hasn’t managed to accommodate for and this time is no different. If anything it drives him more up the wall because Jared’s warm and hot as he is moving in him.
‘Ja-ah’
‘That’s only the head baby and I already got you speaking another language.
Jensen slaps him on the ass but that only seems to encourage him to go faster and fuck that burn is nice inside of him.
‘You kinky fucker.’ Jared’s pretty silent after that just groaning, moaning and writhing inside Jensen and building up a rhythm that is delicious and hard. Jensen knows Jared’s holding back and he wants it all. Jensen pulls his hair hard and looks him dead in the eye.
‘Not a fucking girl. Not going to break me. Get. Your. Shit. Together.’ He punctuates each sentence by rocking hard on Jared’s impressive length. Jared just stills and smiles at him. ‘Hold On. It’s about to get good baby.’
And fuck that it does. Jared pounds him hard into the floor of the living room and Jensen’s seeing stars. The wet squelch of the lube and their moans are all that is heard in the house. But they are loud and their voices echo. Jensen is tight as fuck around Jared and even with all his prep it still feels like it’s not enough at times but Jared keeps pillaging that spot inside him that makes him see stars, lights and colorful circles so in Jensen’s opinion all is right with the world.
On Jared’s side Jensen gives as good as he gets and it’s apparent he is getting a hell of good. Jensen ruts back onto him and pushes back on each thrust making the push and pull dynamic of their sex amazing. Jared knew Jensen would be a terrific bottom and he feels tickled and a lot more if his dick is any indication that he was right.
Jared picks him up off the floor and manhandles Jensen over to the wall and kicks up the notch from ten to fifteen and Jensen just holds on for the ride. Jared jackhammers into Jensen so hard and so good Jensen’s eyes roll back and just like that he comes and it’s the hardest he has ever come since he masturbated to this idea a few weeks ago. Jensen was afraid that he would be able to come from a dick in his ass, well there goes that myth. Just as dead as him not wanting to bottom apparently. Jared starts getting tense and if possible seems to get harder and bigger inside of him as he nears his release and Jared comes in him. Hard and messy and it makes his dick protest in arousal. He hadn’t even thought of a condom and he is strangly just fine with that. It makes everything that much better and his brain is swimming with too many endorphin's to protest.
Jared and Jensen both slump down beside each other. All post coital and warm. Pawing at each other lazily and giving wet, open mouth kisses with more teeth and tongue then lips.
‘So you ready to start bottoming.’
Jensen huffs out a small laugh and gives a kirk ‘willing and able Padalecki.’