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Thanks to the new meds that i was promptly taken off of.. i have gained 10 pounds in a month. Those 10 pounds aren't going away easily. I am failing, and I don't like it,and it ruins my day when i get on the scale and it either goes up or stays the same. I haven't eaten the best... ice cream... but i have been doing a lot of stuff. Hiking for over 2 miles, rode my bike yesterday for god knows how long, I just... either have to get used to the fact i am fat, and find people, guys, that like fat women, or hire someone to force me to workout and eat right, which i dont really have the money for. Learning to love yourself is hard! FAIL