sing me a beautiful song
I thought that i could never live without you. Now i think that i could never live with you. You hurt me. I have the bruises to show it. You cause me so much pain, so much hate, so much despair. How i wish you could change. Become different, make me happy. I thought i knew exactly what i wanted, i was bitterly disappointed. Now that i have everything, once again things shall turn to shit just despite me. There is many things going on at the moment that i cant discuss in here. BUt they have upset me so badly. Its not something that has happened to me, something that has happened to someone very close to me. *sigh* but its his own fault. and today i got a very abusive phone call from a friends ex-girlfriend who is now apparently carrying his baby, warning me to stay away from him or there is hell to pay. ild never even consider hitting a pregnant woman, but she enrages me so much, like you would not believe. if she comes near me saying what she was about me, then if blood is spilled its beyond my control. ARGH.
i stand by the fuck you at the end of the last entry. you know too well who you are. FUCKEN EH.
the heart of darkness is
finding you there
and the hope would be our loves
requiem
The salvation we seek
will be waiting us there
in the hearts of darkness
lonely and scared
with the promise of death
for our love
Love can kiss my large white arse. i wish i didnt know what it was, cause it causes nothing but problems. why did i have to go and fall in love with you eh? why not someone else who could give a fuck about me.. but no, im always after arseholes.
WANTED BOYFRIEND - NICE GUYS NEED NOT APPLY... preferably 6 foot, prefer you not to be stereotypically attractive cause hot boys who know theyre hot are arseholes. ugh. but you need to have an IQ over 120. thats all im picky about... smart geekish arseholes please apply, this position is suited to you.
UGH.
i stand by the fuck you at the end of the last entry. you know too well who you are. FUCKEN EH.
the heart of darkness is
finding you there
and the hope would be our loves
requiem
The salvation we seek
will be waiting us there
in the hearts of darkness
lonely and scared
with the promise of death
for our love
Love can kiss my large white arse. i wish i didnt know what it was, cause it causes nothing but problems. why did i have to go and fall in love with you eh? why not someone else who could give a fuck about me.. but no, im always after arseholes.
WANTED BOYFRIEND - NICE GUYS NEED NOT APPLY... preferably 6 foot, prefer you not to be stereotypically attractive cause hot boys who know theyre hot are arseholes. ugh. but you need to have an IQ over 120. thats all im picky about... smart geekish arseholes please apply, this position is suited to you.
UGH.