Bleh...im so sick--
---of all the bullshit in my life... lol, i was looking back now and i cant believe the things i let myself into! all the trouble wasnt really worth it. but hey life starts with learning and ends with some teaching.
some how ive made my way out of the prison of my hometown which i so badly needed! im on my way to someting better, cameron is getting fucking huge! he nearly speak sentences, he can defintly speak his mide well enough. im amazed, no... mezmerized by the things i have achieved but still i havent filled the most important void. I have that feeling that ive lost something yet i cant put my finger on it.
i just need to settle down and look around for a while. this year has be too wild. the thing that still hurts the most is i miss Jen everyday....
ill never recover from that one...
oh yeah, igot new pics soon:-)
some how ive made my way out of the prison of my hometown which i so badly needed! im on my way to someting better, cameron is getting fucking huge! he nearly speak sentences, he can defintly speak his mide well enough. im amazed, no... mezmerized by the things i have achieved but still i havent filled the most important void. I have that feeling that ive lost something yet i cant put my finger on it.
i just need to settle down and look around for a while. this year has be too wild. the thing that still hurts the most is i miss Jen everyday....
ill never recover from that one...
oh yeah, igot new pics soon:-)