it has been three days since i found out Jenifer died...
it still cant be real, im going to galveston on saturday to be with her for the last time. I wont be able to see her or hear her, just sit and talk with her and hope she hears me. i cant believe my best friend is GONE. i cant believe the person i loved so much has left me alone. DAMN FATE. my heart is broken. im happy i got to speak with her on the phone a week before she passed. i told her i loved her and that i would see her soon. not soon enough.
I LOVE YOU JEN! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...
thats all i can write here... I have her journal(brokenfaite) to read over all the things we shared. im miss her so much. i just dont understand!
we are too young to have such aweful things thrust upon us... yet "GOD" expects us to learn from heartache and rage the things love cannot teach!
Rest In Peace my Pagan Sister, I'll See You Again Samhain....