Mar 19, 2006 00:16
((OOC: I know I've been due for awhile, but I was waiting for an event to play out in another post. It originally involved the help of someone that's on a leave of absence, so we finished it up the best way we could and altered a bit. Bare with me u.u))
Ritsuko sat at the desk in her room, working intently on a new outfit. She had been in her room for the most part of the day. The reason why was that her mother’s newest boyfriend was over. They had been dating for a little over a month now, and Ritsuko still fond that she disliked him.
The man didn’t seem to have any of her mother’s best interest at heart. He was the type of guy that believed woman were there to serve. It was sad to know that her mother was the type of woman to obey a man even if he was influenced by this rule too. The man had even gotten around to bossing Ritsuko around.
Earlier this morning, when Ritsuko had gone into the kitchen to get breakfast; the man had spoken very kindly to her. That didn’t last long though. The man found a way to sneak insults in the small talk. He brought up her clothes, saying she looked slutty even though she had only been wearing her pajamas at the time which consisted of pants and a spaghetti strap shirt. He also mentioned that she didn’t have the figure to pull off the slutty look. Maybe if she were to get implants…
That comment had angered Ritsuko enough to go back to her room without breakfast, slamming the door behind her. It was now nearing evening and the argument was still fresh in her mind.
It had already been a week since her and Mattie started dating. She hadn’t attempted to go any further with him yet, in fear that he might turn out like Ito Miyavi did. But then there was that other fear. The one the constantly loomed over her. The one that made her need for friends and a boyfriend great. The fear of losing them.
Sex was what most men wanted. There was no denying that. Even if they weren’t that type of guy, their groin would be saying otherwise. Sex kept the boy happy. Kept them wanting to be with you.
Ritsuko kept recalling the words her mother’s boyfriend had told her. She looked down at her own breast unsure. What does Mattie think of them? She knew guys liked those double D’s some girls had. These thoughts caused the panic to rise in Ritsuko. She began to worry that Mattie was on the verge of leaving her because of her own pathetic figure. She refused to see that she did have a nice figure thanks to sports.
She made up her mind to try to take it to the next level the next moment they were alone. She couldn’t lose Mattie. Not this way. Not so early. Not when she needed this love that could only be obtained through a partner. Not yet.