Thursday April 14 1st hour (English Reading)
Arriving early Thursday morning, Ritsuko went straight to her first hour class room. She was still tired from the night before and still quite shocked. She was already falling into old habits. But she couldn't help it. She knew what all guys wanted, and if she wanted their attention, she would give it to them. She had promised to herself after moving to Tokyo that she would never again give in to a guy, but last night she couldn't help it. She panicked when she thought of loosing a friend and would do anything to keep them.
She frowned at herself, thinking she was becoming just like her mother, who always let guys push her around until recently with the incident of the divorce. Even now though, her mother let her boss walk all over her. If he wanted her to work on her day off, she would go without arguing.
She walked into English Reading. //Oh why did I come to school today// she wondered //I don't think I have the courage to talk to Miyavi today, let alone any of my friends// //I feel like a whore// Not to mention, she had lost her favorite bandana somewhere last night, and she hoped that it wasn't in Miyavi's house.