Aug 25, 2005 17:01
I never didn't want to be with you.
I wanted someone who was willing to "fight" for me.
I wanted someone who wouldn't give up whether it be at my word or not.
I found that in Robert.
That doesn't mean anything.
Maybe it's a double standard. Maybe it's hypocritical. Maybe it goes completely against what I said. Maybe I'm a horrible person for wanting someone that would do anything to have me in their lives.
I don't know. I know that I don't think I'll ever find out.
Life is funny that way.
argh,
frustration,
me,
sadness