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I went to sleep last night thinking I would feel better in the morning. I woke up this morning crying so I'm thinking I was wrong on that first thought...
Everything seems to be falling apart again. I always get that feeling when we fight. Especially when she says really fucking horrible - below the belt - things to me. It all feels more final this time.
Sean is going to remind me when I think "I should call her and apologize".
There needs to be an end to it eventually, right?
I am so drained. I hardly slept last night. The small amount that I did sleep was horrible. Tossing and turning. Really bad dreams.
I think today would be a good day to read my tea leaves. I just don't know if I have the energy that I need for that.
Hey, at least I know that I can still produce tears occasionally, right? I guess something good comes out of everything...
♥The Exausted, Depressed and Just plain shitty Sarah♥
"A true friend stabs you in the front."
Everything seems to be falling apart again. I always get that feeling when we fight. Especially when she says really fucking horrible - below the belt - things to me. It all feels more final this time.
Sean is going to remind me when I think "I should call her and apologize".
There needs to be an end to it eventually, right?
I am so drained. I hardly slept last night. The small amount that I did sleep was horrible. Tossing and turning. Really bad dreams.
I think today would be a good day to read my tea leaves. I just don't know if I have the energy that I need for that.
Hey, at least I know that I can still produce tears occasionally, right? I guess something good comes out of everything...
♥The Exausted, Depressed and Just plain shitty Sarah♥
"A true friend stabs you in the front."