Long time no talk.
Well, I don't use this much anymore. But since I have internet and a computer now, you'll probably be reading random boring posts now. I haven't posted in forever so a little update is needed.
I didn't go to Atlanta like planned but that trip maybe in the works for the future. Nothing really important there, just a getaway.
I was dating a guy named Josh for a while. about 4 months or so. That was 2 and a half months ago. And Surprise I'm 4 and a half months pregnant. I heard the heartbeat about 2 weeks ago. And I go the 22nd of this month to find out the gender. >.< I'm excited and honestly can't wait. At first I was worried and scared, but it's all normal. I have names picked out but they may change boy = Xavier Alexzander girl = Trinity or Serenity Rea-Lyn. I was worried at first I wasn't able to have a child and completely take care of it, but Slowly and surly I'm getting Government help, I'm on WIC, and pregnancy medicade already, food stamps is in the work since I moved out of my Moms and live with two of my best friends Devan and his boyfriend Mickey which they help as much as possible but we are looking for a bigger place since this is a one bedroom. I've been applying for SSI for my Bipolar disorder, Manic Depressive disorder and Anxiety disorder, which if I get that My child would get one too up till he/she turns 18. Which that will help out a lot. With all this help I can still work 20 hours max a week. But if I do that Food stamps can be cut off. I hate how the government works, but I guess you can be a lazy bastard and they pay everything or you can work your ass of and be in hell cause you can't make shit to live on. Sucks ^.^
That's pretty much it in my life except for today my fucking tire blew on the Expressway today. Fucking scary no cell phone, nothing. And do you think anyone stopped to help me? Fuck no. A cop does though and tows my car to the fucking towing company and charges me 61.00 to get it out. So, yeah fucking bullshit so now I have my car..but no tire yet. >.<
Life sucks but you learn to deal. Me, I just cry like a little emo kid like I did on the medium on the expressway. *sobs*
♥
Krystal
I didn't go to Atlanta like planned but that trip maybe in the works for the future. Nothing really important there, just a getaway.
I was dating a guy named Josh for a while. about 4 months or so. That was 2 and a half months ago. And Surprise I'm 4 and a half months pregnant. I heard the heartbeat about 2 weeks ago. And I go the 22nd of this month to find out the gender. >.< I'm excited and honestly can't wait. At first I was worried and scared, but it's all normal. I have names picked out but they may change boy = Xavier Alexzander girl = Trinity or Serenity Rea-Lyn. I was worried at first I wasn't able to have a child and completely take care of it, but Slowly and surly I'm getting Government help, I'm on WIC, and pregnancy medicade already, food stamps is in the work since I moved out of my Moms and live with two of my best friends Devan and his boyfriend Mickey which they help as much as possible but we are looking for a bigger place since this is a one bedroom. I've been applying for SSI for my Bipolar disorder, Manic Depressive disorder and Anxiety disorder, which if I get that My child would get one too up till he/she turns 18. Which that will help out a lot. With all this help I can still work 20 hours max a week. But if I do that Food stamps can be cut off. I hate how the government works, but I guess you can be a lazy bastard and they pay everything or you can work your ass of and be in hell cause you can't make shit to live on. Sucks ^.^
That's pretty much it in my life except for today my fucking tire blew on the Expressway today. Fucking scary no cell phone, nothing. And do you think anyone stopped to help me? Fuck no. A cop does though and tows my car to the fucking towing company and charges me 61.00 to get it out. So, yeah fucking bullshit so now I have my car..but no tire yet. >.<
Life sucks but you learn to deal. Me, I just cry like a little emo kid like I did on the medium on the expressway. *sobs*
♥
Krystal