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Well, A lot has shit has happened. I'm not quite sure what I said in the last entry but I started a new job at Hardee's. I was doign so good. After having such a bad bad year. I could list all the fucked up things that I did or that happened to me. But I'd rather not. But Yeah I had a car, a new job, saving money, looking for a apt..Christmas went ok. I quite drinking and quite taking pills and shit again, smoked a little stuff ever know and then. Like three times a month. I mean I was doing good. I stopped smoking cigarettes for two weeks..
Well a few days after Christmas I got into a wreck, I don't ahve insurance yet...Im going to be so fucked..this guys car was totaled, I was taking a right on red and I just finish my turn I was going 15-20 MPH. He was speeding donw Highway 41 and side swiped my car beacause he was going over into my lane. He lost control of his SUV and I pulled over and looked into my rearview mirror and he flipped his car twice over this small ditch "height" hill and hit a tree and the SUV hit it while on its side. The cop got my info and wrote a ticket for "not yeilding the right of way" and sent my on my way...the guy was not even scrated. I was ok. My front left side of my bumper if fucked. And I'm going to be in court when they find out I dont have insurance. But my court is in June. And this is my first offense, I'm getting insurance as soon as the open tuesday and I just got paid Friday. That will look good on my little. So I'm hoping everything works out. I'm so scared.
I've also been really depressed lately. I mean..Last year was so bad for me. I fucked up and lost the love of my life. Being stupid and looking for someone to care I run to someone and that someone I ran to was one of my good friends...I move in and well that was hell...I started to feel again and get attached but we were only "friends with benefits" ....then..... I get pregnant, almost a month later I miscarried, I have Docter bills up to my head from that and I'm the only one going to pay it..Because I just can't ask him to help pay it im not like that. Well then I start smoking pot a lot...clean up got my permit, then lisence, new job, Then My grandpa has a heart attack while Im living there..I had to see it..Omg it was horrid. Before all this when I worked at taco bell still I got accused for stilling a credit card ion drive through and passing it out to my friends..but they couldnt prove it in court so the dropped charges so I lost my job there...well then I get the job at the gas station i work there for three four months and my fucking manager grabbed my ass so I quit. But through all this I look around..and it's just me. Just myself, know one buy my side..All my friends has a loved one..but I don't. I'm alone. Once again. And I look harder at it and I don't think that's going to change. And that's one thing I don't want I don't want to spend my life alone.
And Honestly I won't.
But yeah I don't use this much. Or the compter anymore. So if you know my number at my grandparents then your impornant enough to call.
<3
Later
Krystal
Well a few days after Christmas I got into a wreck, I don't ahve insurance yet...Im going to be so fucked..this guys car was totaled, I was taking a right on red and I just finish my turn I was going 15-20 MPH. He was speeding donw Highway 41 and side swiped my car beacause he was going over into my lane. He lost control of his SUV and I pulled over and looked into my rearview mirror and he flipped his car twice over this small ditch "height" hill and hit a tree and the SUV hit it while on its side. The cop got my info and wrote a ticket for "not yeilding the right of way" and sent my on my way...the guy was not even scrated. I was ok. My front left side of my bumper if fucked. And I'm going to be in court when they find out I dont have insurance. But my court is in June. And this is my first offense, I'm getting insurance as soon as the open tuesday and I just got paid Friday. That will look good on my little. So I'm hoping everything works out. I'm so scared.
I've also been really depressed lately. I mean..Last year was so bad for me. I fucked up and lost the love of my life. Being stupid and looking for someone to care I run to someone and that someone I ran to was one of my good friends...I move in and well that was hell...I started to feel again and get attached but we were only "friends with benefits" ....then..... I get pregnant, almost a month later I miscarried, I have Docter bills up to my head from that and I'm the only one going to pay it..Because I just can't ask him to help pay it im not like that. Well then I start smoking pot a lot...clean up got my permit, then lisence, new job, Then My grandpa has a heart attack while Im living there..I had to see it..Omg it was horrid. Before all this when I worked at taco bell still I got accused for stilling a credit card ion drive through and passing it out to my friends..but they couldnt prove it in court so the dropped charges so I lost my job there...well then I get the job at the gas station i work there for three four months and my fucking manager grabbed my ass so I quit. But through all this I look around..and it's just me. Just myself, know one buy my side..All my friends has a loved one..but I don't. I'm alone. Once again. And I look harder at it and I don't think that's going to change. And that's one thing I don't want I don't want to spend my life alone.
And Honestly I won't.
But yeah I don't use this much. Or the compter anymore. So if you know my number at my grandparents then your impornant enough to call.
<3
Later
Krystal