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i am still soooo sleepy... an eyeballs pried open with my fingers and a i.v. coffee drip kind of sleepy.
but today i had an interview for a summer job as an art therapy assistant to an actual bonafide art therapist at a summer art therapy camp for kids with learning disabilities.... a job i want so badly... and it went really really well. i won't find out until the end of next week, and she still needs to interview three people, but she was basically saying "i can't technically tell you that you got the job, but i wish i could, because i kinda love you." so, my fingers are crossed and my breath is held!
of course, i'll be disappointed if someone else is chosen... but at least i'll know that i was a strong candidate. and that, in and of itself, is kind of wierd and amazing to me. i'm actually becoming marketable! all this work i'm doing will mean something in the real world! and even more amazing and wierd.... i'm turning into a grown up.
i don't know if all this will change the fact that every time i sit down to write yet another paper i wish i could run away from all of my responsibilities. just throw it all to the wind and go live out of a tent in the woods or something. but maybe it will help a little....
alright, time to start on the next paper.
but today i had an interview for a summer job as an art therapy assistant to an actual bonafide art therapist at a summer art therapy camp for kids with learning disabilities.... a job i want so badly... and it went really really well. i won't find out until the end of next week, and she still needs to interview three people, but she was basically saying "i can't technically tell you that you got the job, but i wish i could, because i kinda love you." so, my fingers are crossed and my breath is held!
of course, i'll be disappointed if someone else is chosen... but at least i'll know that i was a strong candidate. and that, in and of itself, is kind of wierd and amazing to me. i'm actually becoming marketable! all this work i'm doing will mean something in the real world! and even more amazing and wierd.... i'm turning into a grown up.
i don't know if all this will change the fact that every time i sit down to write yet another paper i wish i could run away from all of my responsibilities. just throw it all to the wind and go live out of a tent in the woods or something. but maybe it will help a little....
alright, time to start on the next paper.