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You know, I've found that the only time I've written in here was when i was depressed. atleast for the most part. but i'm not a depressed person. i've had a shitty summer, but the summer is over as far as i'm concerned. tonight, i went on a date with this girl i met at school recently named rachel pearl and i think it went well. i really like her. we went to olive garden, came back to my place, played some beer pong and then watched family guy together. i think she fealt a little uncomfortable in bed with me. i wasn't trying to do anything, but it perhaps was too much. either way, we watched the show and then i took her home. as we're leaving though, we decide to give her her first lesson at driving stick. so i pulled over and she drove manual for the first time. she did well considering she had no experience. she had a glowing smile, and actually played beer pong. i mean, how amazing is that?
while on the date, we were talking about how we loved to fill our guts to the brim with food. only thing that's better than that? according to her, it's falling asleep, waking up, and then falling asleep again, then waking up... i could think of another thing that's better, but yea... i like that too, lol.
tonight, i found out my ex is in love with someone now. at first i was a little bothered by it, but after a few minutes, i looked back at the night i had and realized i didn't care.
after the date, i came home and had to help get some girls that had gotten drunk here home. i drove 3 girls and they're car back to their appartment, and danny tailed us and drove me home. on the way, danielle, drunk and giddy, let me know that bob really admired me and saw me as a real brother, not just a fraternity brother. she said she wasn't supposed to say that, but it fealt great to hear. i love all my little brothers. i'm so proud of bob and danny and it was great to see them tonight. it was the first time in a long time i could see how i was making a difference in the chapter. even if it's just a few people, i really have an impact on people, and that means a lot.
seeing my family in new york for the last week was really nice, but i missed my family here in orlando. i can't wait until my family moves down to orlando. i miss them terrible, but it's nice to know i have family here too. thank you to everyone who's been there for me. i love you all...
while on the date, we were talking about how we loved to fill our guts to the brim with food. only thing that's better than that? according to her, it's falling asleep, waking up, and then falling asleep again, then waking up... i could think of another thing that's better, but yea... i like that too, lol.
tonight, i found out my ex is in love with someone now. at first i was a little bothered by it, but after a few minutes, i looked back at the night i had and realized i didn't care.
after the date, i came home and had to help get some girls that had gotten drunk here home. i drove 3 girls and they're car back to their appartment, and danny tailed us and drove me home. on the way, danielle, drunk and giddy, let me know that bob really admired me and saw me as a real brother, not just a fraternity brother. she said she wasn't supposed to say that, but it fealt great to hear. i love all my little brothers. i'm so proud of bob and danny and it was great to see them tonight. it was the first time in a long time i could see how i was making a difference in the chapter. even if it's just a few people, i really have an impact on people, and that means a lot.
seeing my family in new york for the last week was really nice, but i missed my family here in orlando. i can't wait until my family moves down to orlando. i miss them terrible, but it's nice to know i have family here too. thank you to everyone who's been there for me. i love you all...