Dec 02, 2004 11:54
Cathy and I broke up yesterday. Final quotes:
"I choose Family, I choose friends, I choose the life I have right now."
~Me
"Thanks for wasting 2 years of my life."
~Cathy
I feel numb, I feel disgusting, I feel weak, I feel hurt and I feel like I made a mistake. I love her so much... I guess this semester I've been conditioning myself to be ok with this inevitibility, but I'm not ok with it. This isn't going to just "be ok". I fucked up, I can't fix it, and my wasted heart with love her forever.