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"Hi Wing"? NINGGG.
Starbucks with green tea latte the way I like it - layers of melted matcha over another. With the lack of adrenaline, sense of urgency - everything muted. Something like idling. I have no business in idling, it drives me nuts. Then I busy myself with urgencies and deadlines of nothing. I watch short films and discover music, then long to create art, long to produce something from the heart - and idle.
Being photographer for YLA4 triggered some memories from years ago, when I covered school events. Ning, oh the very frazzled and giggly girl who runs around with a camera. Talking to Sarah recently, then missing the inherent strangeness of the AEP girls ("it's like a pre-requisite!"). Talking to Sam (Chui) & Sarah (Nat), it's the comfort that allows me to tell myself that I haven't lost so much.
Aw man, I feel my mind shrivelling at the rate I think. The chain reaction and all. In any case, I should be heading off to complete some stuffies.