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Oct 11, 2008 23:48

I am at

this second, wondering why my appetite isn't here today.

this minute, feeling somewhat despondent and bogged with some Unidentified Worries.

this hour, just home, perhaps almost going to bed.

this day, chuckling a little more.

this week, realising that school starts in 2 days and that it is a point of contention of some really creepy self-debate postponed during the recent SL Camp.

this month, regressing.

this year, a strange person, to say the least.

I promised Benzley a bunny. It is something that simple and bare yet I found it sporadically pouncing upon my day as if nagging to put greater thought into it. I do think Benzley needs a pet, he has so much to give to a pet and so much to receive. My mind nags at me to put more elaborate thought, which is really baffling because there isn't much thought to put into getting him a bunny. I've ever done it, it always makes me happy and excited. Don't see where the worry comes from.

Had a strange night. Woke up a little late.

Then I headed to Queenstown library to accompany Keenan with the tribe video. Progress is there, even if it is still incomplete. I'm quite excited and will be immensely proud (which is strange, because I hardly contributed) when the video is finally up. Excited by the laughter and exclamations of the video's inherent awesomeness, HEH.

Amidst the video jibbles, we chatted a little.

I have found myself appreciating conversations of quite about any sort alot more, in that I find myself acturally seeking them daily - starting to phone people instead of being phoned. No one will know that you appreciate them unless you show them, in a form or another - I always tell people that. I need to realise that I should apply it to myself as well.

I apologise for sounding this dead.

It's just whenever I'm not dead, it never crosses my mind to post an entry on a blog. I'm assuming this to be a positive thing, actually. Seeking refuge in an outlet is rather comprehensible.

Also,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE! (:

Enjoy your 18th, you've been waiting since 5 years ago or something! HEH. Miss you loads, do take care <3
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