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It has been so crazy at work these past two days. Literally from the moment I walked in this morning (and yesterday) til now (it's after 6 pm) I have seen students one right after the other, so that I havent even had a chance to pee!! UGH why do so many people wait til the last minute to do things??!! And why do we accomodate them??!!
I started staying in my new apartment Saturday. I have no internet there which blows, but I will try to get it soon. But the Comcastic people at tge cable company are trying to say I owe them a huge amount of money for cable and internet use from October to the end pf this month. Even though I mailed them a letter (and a payment) stating that my home was destroyed and I was no longer at that address, and please shut off my service. They have been sending bills to the old, destroyed address for 4 months now, and I of course have not received them..... ARGH!!
I have been feeling like I want to burst into tears all day for some reason. I think it must be hormones. I don't like feelign this way. I have felt out of sorts since Saturday. I guess it's just not having everything in it's right place, that bothers me. Even if that "right place" is on the floor by my bed.
See my icon?? that's how I feel right now. I don't care about anything right now. I am pooped. I have had it up to here (I am indicating an area close to the top of my head) with these rude, IGNORANT students, who think that 86 dollars a semester hour is ridiculously overpriced, when at the university RIGHT DOWN THE STREET charges somewhere in the neighborhood of $300 a semester hour. WTF!!
I am starting to think I am not the right person for this job. Most of the time I really just don't care about these people, mainly cuz most of them are rude, and seriously stupid, and want someone to hold their hands through life and have someone else do everything for them. I HATE that. And sometimes they'll say, "Oh, you're young to be working here" and I think, "Yeah, well I went to school, did it all on my own, and made somehting of myself. May not be much, but looking at you, I feel better about myself."
Oh I am in a heinous mood!! What horrible things to be thinking!! I am just fed up. And I am fed up with myself for bitching and complaining all the time, too!! But there is no one to bitch and complain to in real life, so I have to vent sometime, I guess. Still I am sick of hearing it in my own head.
I started staying in my new apartment Saturday. I have no internet there which blows, but I will try to get it soon. But the Comcastic people at tge cable company are trying to say I owe them a huge amount of money for cable and internet use from October to the end pf this month. Even though I mailed them a letter (and a payment) stating that my home was destroyed and I was no longer at that address, and please shut off my service. They have been sending bills to the old, destroyed address for 4 months now, and I of course have not received them..... ARGH!!
I have been feeling like I want to burst into tears all day for some reason. I think it must be hormones. I don't like feelign this way. I have felt out of sorts since Saturday. I guess it's just not having everything in it's right place, that bothers me. Even if that "right place" is on the floor by my bed.
See my icon?? that's how I feel right now. I don't care about anything right now. I am pooped. I have had it up to here (I am indicating an area close to the top of my head) with these rude, IGNORANT students, who think that 86 dollars a semester hour is ridiculously overpriced, when at the university RIGHT DOWN THE STREET charges somewhere in the neighborhood of $300 a semester hour. WTF!!
I am starting to think I am not the right person for this job. Most of the time I really just don't care about these people, mainly cuz most of them are rude, and seriously stupid, and want someone to hold their hands through life and have someone else do everything for them. I HATE that. And sometimes they'll say, "Oh, you're young to be working here" and I think, "Yeah, well I went to school, did it all on my own, and made somehting of myself. May not be much, but looking at you, I feel better about myself."
Oh I am in a heinous mood!! What horrible things to be thinking!! I am just fed up. And I am fed up with myself for bitching and complaining all the time, too!! But there is no one to bitch and complain to in real life, so I have to vent sometime, I guess. Still I am sick of hearing it in my own head.