ohh my
who's right about everything?? i am, of course.
i spent the entire day cleaning and cooking.
my best friend from interlochen, two years my junior, is engaged. sigh. it makes me feel really old. and a little bit jealous, even thought rationally i know that i don't want that for my life. i just feel like if someone was really REALLY crazy about me, he would throw logic and inhibition to the wind and get down on one knee.
..what a weird thought.
but maybe stephen loves me even more than that. maybe stephen doesn't want me to be the victim of another headless heartbreak. maybe stephen wants to exert caution with my heart because, more than grandiose gestures and spontenaity, he hopes for my eternal happiness. maybe stephen loves me even more than i do. what a great guy.
so it's one step at a time for me. and that's the best thing for me. i don't want to get lost in translation. or mutation, mitosis, meiosis, or mendelian genetics for that matter.
the emo thing is out of control. whatever happened to responsible journalism? or just taking things in stride??
i spent the entire day cleaning and cooking.
my best friend from interlochen, two years my junior, is engaged. sigh. it makes me feel really old. and a little bit jealous, even thought rationally i know that i don't want that for my life. i just feel like if someone was really REALLY crazy about me, he would throw logic and inhibition to the wind and get down on one knee.
..what a weird thought.
but maybe stephen loves me even more than that. maybe stephen doesn't want me to be the victim of another headless heartbreak. maybe stephen wants to exert caution with my heart because, more than grandiose gestures and spontenaity, he hopes for my eternal happiness. maybe stephen loves me even more than i do. what a great guy.
so it's one step at a time for me. and that's the best thing for me. i don't want to get lost in translation. or mutation, mitosis, meiosis, or mendelian genetics for that matter.
the emo thing is out of control. whatever happened to responsible journalism? or just taking things in stride??