china all the way to new york/i can feel the distance as you breath
i feel like all i ever do is work.
workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork.
i should be getting a monster check soon; that'll put things in perspective, so i won't feel like i'm working all the time for no reason.
next week is gonna be insane. school starts, i offically become a server, and stephen comes back from italy. it's such a tease though, cuz i know i won't see him right away. i envy his closeness with his family and extended family. it's my mom's birthday, and i sent her an e-card.
workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork.
i need to make a resolution not to talk to people who make me feel stupid and small. they only do that out of their own insecurity; i just feel like i'm ALWAYS the one people dump that out on. if i could have one (1) stephen hug, everything would be ok.
workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork.
i should be getting a monster check soon; that'll put things in perspective, so i won't feel like i'm working all the time for no reason.
next week is gonna be insane. school starts, i offically become a server, and stephen comes back from italy. it's such a tease though, cuz i know i won't see him right away. i envy his closeness with his family and extended family. it's my mom's birthday, and i sent her an e-card.
workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork.
i need to make a resolution not to talk to people who make me feel stupid and small. they only do that out of their own insecurity; i just feel like i'm ALWAYS the one people dump that out on. if i could have one (1) stephen hug, everything would be ok.