illusion never changed into something real
"...And these children
that you spit on
as they try to change their worlds
are immune to your consultations.
They're quite aware
of what they're going through..."
David Bowie
<3<3<3the breakfast club. i could watch it all day everyday! the 80s had the best movies and music <3<3<3cyndi lauper and just about everything else.
i have nothing better to do during the day then write in here lol. how sad?
i get my pictures back today from my vacations woohoo! i will be scanning those soon =) hopefully they come out...that poor camera was out in the hot sun, in the sand, and went in the kayak too...i don't think it got too wet though.
and wow he tries to tell me he likes me again. what was i thinking when i said i liked him?!?! insane insane. crazyness. i told everyone to slap me if i ever went there again. whoa glad i realized what the hell i was about to do. he lied to me more then anyone i know has lied in their lifetime. last night i was like...'the person i thought i knew doesn't exist and never did. it was always a front and nothing but lies. the only thing that changed about you was you learned how to play the game better.'
i deserve so much better then him. any other girl who has been there should know and if they don't then they need to learn its all BULLSHIT! oh and i forgot about this...one time i was over there just chillin and after i left he was like i wanted you so bad but i was like no thats so and so's girl. damn right i was his girl and i would have never done anything to hurt him. even if i wasn't with him i wouldn't be with your sorry ass.