Jul 23, 2004 02:06
i have so many questions going through my head right now. these questions may make me seem depressed, but really i'm not. maybe a bit confused...but life never ceases to baffle me. i don't think theres ever a time when i don't have a billion questions running through my head. maybe i think too much, but idk i just wanna writethese down. maybe it'll help you understand how i think.
why does he love me?
why doesn't HE love me?
why do i love HIM?
why don't i love him who loves me?
why does she have cancer again?
why did he die of cancer?
and her?
and her?
why did he have a stroke?
and why is his wife's family treating him awful when his family was always there for her when she had a stroke?
why does she think shes fat?
why does she think the world is out to get her?
why doesn't she just act like she tells me too?
why does someone always get hurt?
why didn't i check my blind spot?
why did i black out?
why don't i act anymore?
why would i throw away my dreams?
what do i even want to do when i grow up?
when is anyone considered grown up anyways?
will i find a job?
will the taurus break down on me?
why are some people so mean to me when i've always tried to be nice to them?
why do people make fun of some of my friends?
why does it matter who im friends with anyways no1 said my friends have to interact with each other?
whats wrong with being gay?
whats wrong with having friends who are gay?
why do i worry?
why am i scared to fall in love?
why do my friends try to compete with me over other friends?
why do 'friends' fight?
why do lyrics change my life?
do the people who write them feel that deeply about them?
why do i take things as bad omens or good signs?
why do i take things that happen so symbolically?
theres many more, but i'd never end this entry if i kept going on.