Make it hurt.
Hung out with him tonight.
Did shit I shouldn't have but whatever. Uncompromising positions make me uncomfortable. It completely turns me off to be pressured. Ugh. I guess because I still know where my heart is and don't give a fuck about getting some, unlike some.
If he is, then I am gonna.
I am so confused. But what helps is knowing that one can't do anything about another not caring/wanting them.
It's hard knowing I could sit down with him right now, and he'd tell me how he really felt. But he won't. So we will continue to fake.
Did shit I shouldn't have but whatever. Uncompromising positions make me uncomfortable. It completely turns me off to be pressured. Ugh. I guess because I still know where my heart is and don't give a fuck about getting some, unlike some.
If he is, then I am gonna.
I am so confused. But what helps is knowing that one can't do anything about another not caring/wanting them.
It's hard knowing I could sit down with him right now, and he'd tell me how he really felt. But he won't. So we will continue to fake.