Feb 17, 2005 13:32
So many uncertainties right now.
I hate when something's just there and you can't define it. I like knowing what I'm dealing with and feeling that I might be actually working towards something.
Why can't people just speak up and say exactly what's going on? Nice and clearly. No confusion.
It doesn't happen that way. For now I'm just there, or here, filled with questions that I can't ask. Even if I did I wouldn't get a percise answer. I'm continuously going to be in this state of blah, ( if that exists), beating around the "bush" ALL the time.
I just wanna beat the damn bush already. Take a nice swing at it. For now there's a ten foot tall wall around it and there's no getting through. grrrr!!
My dance around the bush continues.