I just don't know
So I've decided that this summer has gotta pick up. Finished skool over a week ago and since then I've been relaxin and takin it nice and easy. That's wut we're supposed to do right? So I did it
A week later I realize that, b/cuz of who I am, I can never just sit still and be content. I aaaalways have to have a schedule and have something I'm working towards. Only a few reeeally know this about me, mostly everybody else thinks I'm a slacker, oh well.
So I need to pick things up and get stuff done I've decided, I've already said that. Well it had to be said again. Talked to a close friend tonight. He says that I shouldn't feel bad for just sitting still and breathing. Telling me that I don't ALWAYS have to be working towards a goal. As he's saying this he's working his ass off getting his career moving. So I chuckle and tell him that he should know me better.
The first few days were rough. I saw Noemi a lot which is good. =) And yes Ian, I've been missing you, even though I wouldn't say "jealous" is the right word. lol But I've been missing someone else too. Actually I think my mood the first few days was due to this and it really surprised me. I've gotten better though. Hmmmm.......enough thinking. Doing is the key word.