Not so good news...

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I went to see Sue in the hospital this evening.  She was admitted on Friday morning and they were supposed to let her go home today - but that was not the case.  Unfortunately when she visited her doctor right before Thanksgiving they told her that her cancer had returned.  This marks her 5th time fighting cancer.  She had been in remission for almost a year and a half from her last diagnoses.  This time the cancer has returned in three places - a lymph node near her liver, in her hip, and behind the aorta in her heart.  Seeing her in the hospital again broke my heart.  She has been so strong over the past six years.  Sue told Mom this evening that she felt like God had let her down.  I burst into tears in the room when she said that.  She has so much to live for and so much to experience.  She has three amazing boys that still have so much to learn.  WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!  It is so unfair!  Why can't the cancer just leave her alone?  She has tried her hardest to be so strong for her boys.  She needs to see them grow up.  Please keep Sue and her family in your thoughts and prayers this holiday season.  They need all of the prayers you have to offer.  God please heal Sue - and make this the LAST time she has to deal with this awful and painful disease.

Please keep my mother in your prayers too.  She also went to the doctor last week and they took a biopsy from a growth in her cervix.  Pray that the results come back NEGATIVE and that she doesn't have to endure any of the pain and suffering that Sue has dealt with.  God, please let my Mommy be ok...

So much stress and I have finals for the next two weeks as well...

Will it ever end?

LIVESTRONG-
Leslye