AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I cannot take anymore.
If this entire week has not been stressful enough...
The van broke, it's under warranty but that doesn't make us any less without transportation until it gets fixed.
It's karma, I'm sure. I crossed a line I shouldn't have and now my entire world is spiralling out of control. -sighs- S'what I get. When you don't do anything bad for so long and everything goes your way for so long, I guess you're owed a big time slap in the face if you steer off course. I try so hard to keep the Universe happy with me, and generally I have always done a good job. This time I am getting what I deserve I suppose. Although, Universe, if you are listening I get the picture. I think this is just a little overkill don't you? I can't take anymore.
No more fighting, no more things breaking, no more being completely broke all of a sudden, no more temper tantrums, no more loneliness. No more of any of it.
On a brighter note, the baby shower is Saturday, I am still looking forward to that. The nearer the baby's birth comes the more sudden excitement I find in the realization that I really want to see his little face and feel his little fingers around my finger.
I'm going to go and... well... nothing. Watch David and Shaun fix the toilet and lay around being miserable. Nothing more I can change tonight.
If this entire week has not been stressful enough...
The van broke, it's under warranty but that doesn't make us any less without transportation until it gets fixed.
It's karma, I'm sure. I crossed a line I shouldn't have and now my entire world is spiralling out of control. -sighs- S'what I get. When you don't do anything bad for so long and everything goes your way for so long, I guess you're owed a big time slap in the face if you steer off course. I try so hard to keep the Universe happy with me, and generally I have always done a good job. This time I am getting what I deserve I suppose. Although, Universe, if you are listening I get the picture. I think this is just a little overkill don't you? I can't take anymore.
No more fighting, no more things breaking, no more being completely broke all of a sudden, no more temper tantrums, no more loneliness. No more of any of it.
On a brighter note, the baby shower is Saturday, I am still looking forward to that. The nearer the baby's birth comes the more sudden excitement I find in the realization that I really want to see his little face and feel his little fingers around my finger.
I'm going to go and... well... nothing. Watch David and Shaun fix the toilet and lay around being miserable. Nothing more I can change tonight.