Jan 14, 2005 15:48
I have never been happier about the end of a semester, than i have been about the end of this one. I basically gave up towards the end. I didn't even bother turning in a couple essays, so my grades will go down slightly but i really just wanted it to be over so i didn't care. I still don't care, I had been so stressed out i know it wasn't worth it.
This new semester will be great i think. My injuries will be healed enough that ic an do track. I am pretty much over mono, so i won't fall behind in school again. And I'm simplifying my life and figuring out which people i really care about and then actually being social again. I wasn't allowed to do a lot of stuff this semester because i was either always sick or always falling behind in school.
O man and it's great, i am back in band. I am so excited about that and also the OMEA choir competition next week. I really am excited for it because i think it will be the deciding factor in deciding what to do as far as further music study goes. I think this will be a good evaluation of myself, if i get an excellent score then i will never again be timid about the idea of going to music school. O whatever well Things are going to get better and that is all that matters.
--------------------------------------------Lauren-----------------------------------------------------------
And wow i still can't get over that picture down below, i barely remember that night... i just remember that i ditched my date and felt bad about it, and have not talked to him a lot since, but every now and then i do i guess.