I am fucking crazy!

[ismi_lamya]

Okay, go me huh? Yea testerday at dinner I had a mental breakdown and started violently shaking the table and screaming. Well, then I ran up to my room and slept the reast of the night till 3:00 AM when I promptly woke up to do the homework for today. Well yea...I find out now my mom called a counselor so that I can talk to someone! Yea...I am def. crazy! Heh, this should be interesting, but I've decided not to be bitter and embrace this opportunity! Well yea today is good though, well except I was supposed to meet Becky after school to go to track conditioning but...she wasn't there, I hope nothing bad happened! Okay well that's about it, I think, I got through the mentally insane story and my track and field disappointment...hmmmm well o yea, Elmo died, I only cried once, I keep holding it back. O and I did my scheduling for next year today...I am in 2 advanced math classes all year and one AP history....AND NO STUDY HALLS!!! This is sooo bad, the workload is gonna be a bitch! Man...one more story...okay there's this guy who I saw the past couple of weekends and before that I hadn't seen him for around a year. Well when I saw him last year, it seemed like he was on drugs (though how would i know?!) and I had kind of a cold attitude toward him...I grew up with this guy and his cousin!!! Anyway when I saw him these past two weeks he seemed pretty normal (--no drugs, less creepy) and I was glad to be around him like the old days years and years ago. Well here's the bizarre thing: When he would try to hang out with other people I'd get jealous!!! Way too weird for me! I'm not the jealous type!

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