I'm changing...
Okay, so ever since I've been up here at UD and not with my budds, I've noticed that I've changed. Not necessarily my whole being, but the way I talk. Like, I've noticed that I curse more here...I don't like it at all. I also say not nice things in sarcastic ways...like differently then I used to. I will call people "whores"..."sluts" etc. I will yell the mother of all curse words-starts with a "f" and ends in a "uck"...it's terrible. I don't wanna talk like this! It's not me...it's really not in my nature to talk like this and I don't know why I'm doing it. I need help. Maybe I'll read the Bible more to guide my thoughts. Idk. I still say freakin freakin and freakin a...but then at the same time, I also go all out and say it sometimes. I just don't like it!...I'm really gonna try to catch myself when I'm about to say these things....