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Random thoughts fill my mind. Im here once, then Im their. I have another world in which I go and run to. I find myself within this world once in a while. I go their to collect all my thoughts, and how I can go about processing some of the new thoughts. Some times I go their to get away from you. Your always their, I cant seem to run away from you. My mind likes to piss me off some times. It generates pictures of the past. The pictures I dont quite like alot.
Some times I want to hit myself, for all the stupied mistakes Iv made in my life. sometimes i wish that i could erase all those memories, so this way i wouldnt be haunted by them.
I want to be ateas. i want to think without having you come up. Your like a bloody pop up, those damn ones that pop up like all the time when ur online. damn, these thoughts of your are just pissin me off.
Ok....listen to this...ok so you like someone right?..and well, you dont know what to do. but you think that it will fade away or something if you dont really talk to them or see them all the time.You really think you dont need a relationship, but when the time comes for when you are ready the one you want wont be their. so basically you end up with nothin.....
crazy hu?
well,later
