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damn sometimes i forget i still have this thing...actually im lying im just to lazy to write about my boring routine days lol *wake up early, go to work, come home, eat, sleep* the most intresting part of my life is the weekends..if i should even call that intresting ha. weekends are pretty much the same things too. although i did have a bunch of fun sitting in the car with the ladies lastnite lol video taping the random shit that we say and do hahaha ....how bout next weekend we do the same court? IM DOWN. "smoke by myself,drink by myself...lalaaaaaaaaa by my g*d damn selffffff!" *yah shut up i dont like to say g*d damn..i dont think its a nice word*lol but yet i say everything else in the book? ehh im retarded. lol
ok so yahhh i need some attention!!!!!! i need to be cuddled..hugged..kissed..FUCKED..all that good stuff, sorry if the "fucked" part was too much info for ya but oh well get over it cuz ITS TRUE. i love him to pieces but what we have really isnt a relationship anymore, its like hes just my bestfriend whom i live with and he already knows all this. i noticed i dont put my all into it anymore. why? u ask. well cuz ive already tried putting all my energy and time into something that wasnt getting me anywhere. so i said to myself "why keep trying..ur just going around in circles" so i decided to just let him keep this relationship together and let him see how hard it really is to actually be IN a relationship , and once he shows me hes actually trying then i'll start putting my all into it again. till then im just not gonna care. i mean im gonna care about him and the things he does but im not gonna care about our relationship in general..why should i? he doesnt. yah he cares about me..but where does a relationship fit into it? ok nevermind what im saying doesnt make sense to anybody else except myself.
now i leave u with a good song..i need to burn this so me and court can jam to it. =O)
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Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning?
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up?
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful?
Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my head's spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
Out of this that we can't control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
whenever i think about you (x4)
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
whenever i think about you (x4)
ok so yahhh i need some attention!!!!!! i need to be cuddled..hugged..kissed..FUCKED..all that good stuff, sorry if the "fucked" part was too much info for ya but oh well get over it cuz ITS TRUE. i love him to pieces but what we have really isnt a relationship anymore, its like hes just my bestfriend whom i live with and he already knows all this. i noticed i dont put my all into it anymore. why? u ask. well cuz ive already tried putting all my energy and time into something that wasnt getting me anywhere. so i said to myself "why keep trying..ur just going around in circles" so i decided to just let him keep this relationship together and let him see how hard it really is to actually be IN a relationship , and once he shows me hes actually trying then i'll start putting my all into it again. till then im just not gonna care. i mean im gonna care about him and the things he does but im not gonna care about our relationship in general..why should i? he doesnt. yah he cares about me..but where does a relationship fit into it? ok nevermind what im saying doesnt make sense to anybody else except myself.
now i leave u with a good song..i need to burn this so me and court can jam to it. =O)
~&~&~~&&~~&~&~&&&&~&~&&~&~&~&&~&~&~&&~&~&~&~&~&&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&&~&~
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning?
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up?
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful?
Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my head's spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
Out of this that we can't control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
whenever i think about you (x4)
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
whenever i think about you (x4)